Carrie Underwood won.
I dun really like both anyway.

Watched a show again with a friend.
Promised to watch with him anyway.
So i dun mind it.

First time to that cinema.
Quite cool except for the aircon.
So that will be my second fave cinema.

Has been thinking.
Was quite in a dilemma.
Why cant two things go well alongside each other?
When one is having problems, one progressed along fine.
And when the one which had problems improved for the one which progressed along fine hit a rough patch.
Trying hard to diagnose the problem.
Where is the fault?

Had kway teow beef hor fun. Marvellous.
The beef was just so good.
Then he talked abt sth.
I wasnt really in the mood to be witty or act clever or in a compassionate mood.
Neither was i in the mood to be Aunt Aggie.
But i knew if i didn try to be helpful, it might harm more than help if i just kept quiet.

Again, i felt so empty when i voiced out what i said.
Self love eh?
When the hearts of human failed, u have urself eh?
Haha.
So cynical, so sceptical, so hypocritical.
Yeah, hypocritical is the word.
If the person read this, Sorry.
Take my words if u think it helped.
Discard it far far away if u cringed, though u didn show it, when u heard what i said.

What exactly did i do?
I still do not know.
From the start, i assumed, it must be sth i did unwittingly.
Ok, so be it.
My fault.
Lets assume its a repetitive fault.
Fine, so be it.
My fault.
But what i cant fathom is, why not just say it loud, fucked me upside down if need be, rather than just keep quiet.
Again, like what i told Angie, i will just chuck away the ego, and keep on asking whats wrong.
Did that.
Yes, whats the point if things dun change right?
Funny still, when it came to such stuffs, i can chuck the ego aside.

Didnt Sidious said to Yoda, Your Arrogance Blinds U
Yeah Dude.
I am so so full of myself.
So uber utterly confident.
When i feel like saying sth, it just come out, scathingly most of the time.
Most of the time i didn mince my words.
A few times i regretted it.
The ratio looked good.
But what the heck.

Yeah, Few people knew me in my entirety.
My many faults.
My few strengths.
If u had the privilege of being the few, why cant u just point it out?
For the umpteenth time if the need may be.

I concluded, its an umpteenth time too many.
Fair enough.
I have typed out loud what i will do.
I will do it.

For all my faults, i did try to be there.
Support, prop up, listen, nag, encourage, help, advise.
Did i not?
What i cant stomach is to be slighted to be thrown aside when sth happened.
Whatever the reason may be.

Firus, Firus.
Y u never learn?

And the funny thing is, i did voice out loud the problem which may crop up.
Wahaha.
I did.

The little green sage said,
Attachment leads to jealous.
So what do i do Master?
Train yourself to not fear letting go of ur loved ones.

Vivian said, its just a show.
I said, its words of wisdom coming from what started out from a puppet.

I did my best.
Sorry if my best fell short.
Sorry if in my eagerness to cover my faults, it's ugly head still rear itself bluntly.

I discovered just now a case was imposed with a rating.
Gonna get the Letter of Acceptance tomorrow.
Hopefully the conditions imposed isnt that harsh.

Would really appreciate it if no one comment on this entry.

Impromtu meeting with the cheeky gal.
She is pregnant. Interesting eh?
So anyway she faxed me sth totally outrageous and i laughed all the way from the central fax machine to my desk.
Trademark.
Bargained and threatened and meet up at starbucks raffles city.

Reached there, saw William!
He recognised me and we acknowledge each other.
Would have loved to talk with him but the cheeky Angelina reached was already there.
William was my platoon sergeant in Viper Coy BMTC sch 2!

Walked to Suntec.
Posed with a dilemma.
Rice Table? Pizza Hut? Fish n Co? Burger KIng? Subway?
Decided on subway.
Why would someone eat sandwich without olives and pickles?
TSK!

Went to carrefour and i read a message by fifi that she saw me somewhere.
Aiyoh! I hate that.

But anyway, went to carrefour and Angie was so so happy traipsing down the chips aisle.
Sinful food dear.
And a wonder right?
A pregnant woman traipsing like a small kid.
Goodness.
Some people never change.

Walk walk see see look look.
Then we were transfixed in front of the plasma tv watching the final 20 mins or so of The Return of The Jedi.
Wahaha.

Then go see some model diecast.
Went to Courts and dream abit.
And she bitched that i should invest on a Crumpler bag.
Yes i know.

Went to Wild HIbiscus sth.
The ice cream sucks.
The Milkshake sucks.
Should have just stick to ANdersens what.

Walked home, tried sth at Topman.
Nice.
But no money.
And bargained and counter bargained again.

A Hugo Boss shirt, or a package of stuffs,
The package consist of a Raoul shirt, Raoul Cufflinks and a tie from that tie executive shirt.
The package vs a BOSS shirt.
The package la!

Then we went home.
Cool.

Got some Mantovani songs.
Send it to my friend, R.

Then we were bored.
And R was raped by me.
Haha.
I asked my trademark questions.
Basically, i just think of some interesting words and posed them as questions.
Two questions into the raping session, asked R whether he felt as if he was being stripped naked, i thought a normal person would be unnerved by what i am doing, not to mention i knew R just not too long ago.
But he was just so excited by it.
Wahaha.

That continues for quite sometime.
And the roles were reversed.
Needless to say, he wasnt an experienced rapist.
SO yours TRULY showed him the ropes of cos.

Learned a good number of things abt each other.
A VERY GOOD NUMBER OF THINGS i should say.
But we felt as if we were plotting sth.
A conspiracy.
D wont be that happy.
Hahaha!

Angie asked why i like to do this.
What?
Raping people or chatting up with strangers?
Some are just interesting to chat with.
If u are already connected in some sense, why dun u just follow up and convert that connection to friendship?

Slack day.
Tiger Airways offering 25% off.
And i am still waiting for that right time.

Thinking of reverting back to blogger.
Hmm... But i kinda like multiply functions.

Finished the pending requirement of a case.
I will get 360 the big bubba will get PS3?
Sounds lucrative eh.

Thinking what i am supposed to do during the month of the lion.
Some other hare-brained idea came to mind.
Now must plan where the heck i am supposed to get the moolah.

Khidir told me i am the trainer for this saturday.
Totally had no recollection of it.
Then i flipped my organiser, and i realised i actually jotted it down.
Forgetful me.

I totally have no idea what i did.
"Always been the practise! U mean u r aware of that? But wats the use when things dun change? I'm very tired if u r still oblivious to it. Sorry but thanks for asking."
The question is, what did i do!
Been bugged by this for more than 24 hrs already.
Sigh.

Repulsive creature u are.